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Nadt Gyea.
In denial of turnin 19 this year.
H.nitec in Event Mgt.(Bishan).
Rembuction/D.R.S Crew.
Im full of Angst.
Im single.Kening Up2.Haha.
Ur mum warned u about me.
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Not now...maybe not ever..
Monday, December 21, 2009

I should have seen it coming.I should have read the signs.


A million times i told myself not to be stupid.
But nooo..nadt..u just havta be stupid ryte..
Very.

A million times i told myself not to fall out of love..
but noo...i still did.
And im not to sure if im still hatin it.
See,u get hurt right.mafarker.

I dont blame anyone in the process of it all.
But....
Hmm...
nevermind..

ive seen it coming..
=)

Thanks babe,for..u know...
It already got me thinkin..
but when u told me again,
it got me doin something.
to u it might nothing,but it means alot to me..=)
havin to know someone is takincare of u and not wantin to,
see her own fren hurt.

cos at times(all the time),im dumb,blur,naive..
agreed?.
yes.


And no..
Me typin this post doesnt mean im hurt or whatsoever.
cos i got into deeper shit last time.
and this,
its just parts and parcels of life.

So again,
Thanks My dear for tellin me that.
appreciated much.=)


And to u.
Two words.
Not happenin.
=)

Im likin and lovin my life.

no way am i lettin it all go and get cocked up.
Im still 18.
I got a long way to go.


*U wish u never had..*

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Break it down.
Thursday, December 17, 2009



TO WHOEVER YG AKU SMS,TO VIEW MY BLOG..TGK POST 'what are we?..'...OK!.






*Period.*

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This sucks.Lies underneath it all.



Im down zero.Less than minor.More than misery.


Lies.Lies.And more lies.
Ive been tellin myself to much lies.I swear im becomin into one big liar.
But i just couldnt lie to u.Why?.Misery is killin me oh-so-badly.White lies to hide it all.Its breakin me down.Someone hit me hard pls.Please.


U cant handle it boy,Believe me.

Someone please shoot me down.
I need the old nadt back.
it wasnt worth it.
And you,not now.


Just wait a lil bit would you?.

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What are we?..



*Click*
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FLASH!.

I rather give no excuses at all.

Nowadays i get bored easily.
Maybe no hang-outs with my Giler frens made me this way..
Qis!..Bile nak klua and cite2 sal ex kite yg lingkop?..
Azyeza!..Bile lagi aku bleh dgr ko melatar 'Yo yo yo'..hahahahahaha!.
Anizah!..bile nie nak klua lagi?..haha!.plan tkmo corrupt ah pls..haha..
Nina!..Ko diam..ko slalu gile..tkde gigi..hahaha..
Sharul!..pegi kl tk belikan aku pape..ingus blueblack.
Yan!..haha..rindu ko nye joke yg tk menjadi tu kan..
Suresh..mane ko nye fav word?..sugardaddy.
Ella!..mane lah kite nye random text messages?..
Amy!..ur annoyin finger says it all..
Fina!..Aku rindu lpak ngn ko..bleh bual mrepek..
Faizah!..Melatar yok!..haha!.
Farhan!..Girl,abg hotdog ngn afiq girl..rindu tk tgk dorg same2..
Nini!..Cute lah kau..Lpak soon ok!..
MEOW2!..AMONG ALL AKU RINDU KO THE MOST OK..RINDU TK DANCE NGAN KAU.


Aku rindu Voguelicious.
Rindu Sri nye 'lines'.."u ah..."
Rindu Izzy nye random stuff yg buat kite ktawe..
Rindu Luke nye bdn..(its not what u guys think it is ah.)
Rindu Fadlie nye randomness..jln da tu cubit org,joke die..

..
Alot of boys be thinkin my post is abt them,
this is not to get confused,this one's for you
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HAHAHA..DRAKE LAH SGT KAN..

*Navigatin away..*

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If i told u,Could U live with That?..
Wednesday, December 16, 2009

I couldn't live with that.

.........................................
The past few days have been rather great and awesome tho.
Despite the fact that i became single.Hah.
I had my Performances at Rp with Voguelicious.
Its a 2days show.And somehow,i was really disappointed someone didnt come down.
When others can.
We had fun.We shout.We screamt.And we even cried on the last day.
We didnt wanna seperate.
I already started talkin like everyone else.
whoever that follows Voguelicious,
would be talkin like this..
"U ah,Dont ah..."..
Omg..i miss them so much.
.....
then i had a camp at sch.
we went Night Safari for idk what reasons.
But the Night spent was great.
It was the very first time,
Me,faezah,elaine,Hani,Syed,Yan,Haikal,Asy,Dinie..
We all sat down together at our sch's Soccer field and talked til senget.
We chatted til 5am..
The atmosphere was great.
the people were awesome.
I kept lookin up.
and i tot i saw....
hmm.
Then we played Uno..
and haikal kept losin.
haha.
And some didnt bathe in the mornin.omg guys,last warnin ehh.
Great times.
....


Not Now.



AND!AND!..


Dancin thru seasons dancers!!..
I MISS U GUYS SOO SOO MUCH.
PLEASE PLEASE LET US GO OUT AGAIN.
THE WHOLE 32 OF US.
OMG..=(
I MISS U GUYS.


..And i still remember everysingle thing we went thru.
and that Abg hotdog.omg.malu girl.til now he keeps teasin me.omg.
i cried thinkin of u guys.
so emotional kan..
i couldnt live with that.




*Beaten by temptation.*

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Tell him the truth.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Caught in a bad romance.

Guess you'll never understand what im tryin tell them all with u included hah?.
It wasnt just about them nor me.
We're History.Im by myself.I don't need someone to tell me what i need to do.
I feel better alone.
Enough blabberin'.
Im done.=).




Thanks qis for everything!.
Rest assure,ill bring the Old Nadt back,=).



*Sucha bad romance..*

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Hush Hush!
Monday, December 14, 2009
your blog is done.
the slate is clean.
this is not the end.
its just the beginning.

i ♥ you,babe.
be strong. (:

-qissy


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