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the girl next door  Nadt Gyea. In denial of turnin 19 this year. H.nitec in Event Mgt.(Bishan). Rembuction/D.R.S Crew. Im full of Angst. Im single.Kening Up2.Haha. Ur mum warned u about me. |
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♥BIRTHDAY SEX WITH BABYG♥
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Ok Ok.Im definitely gonna start bloggin.NOW.
been wanting to do that for the past hour,And shit,it never happened.
So yeah.
No distractions for now please.
Hows my day?.
PERFECT.
i couldnt ask for me.
When out with my BabyG to celebrate her belated birthday.
Planned to go Sentosa,
For some reasons,we didnt.
And headed to Marina Barrage instead.
It was pouring heavily.
And at first i thought the day wasnt gonna turn out well.
but eventually the rains stop.
Alhamdulillah..Soo soo glad.
We had a small picnic.
but a large feast for two.
-Mee Goreng.
-Cupcakes.
-Tuna sandwiches.
-Ruffles.
-Gummy bears.
-A big bottle of Passionfruit.
And Ciggarettes.
Okay the last one not needed.
And to hell with you,no smoking at Marina Barrage.
I dont even know why.
We ate and ate.
We talked.alot.
Gossip about those getting engaged and married soon.
About porns. =.=
About our exes.
About Rafi <3.
About HER YOURS TRULY.
About naked pictures. =.="..
About Ariel peterpan.U know why if u have been following the news.
About my past.
Her past.
And so much more.
Im glad i had the chat with your BabyG.
Then we Cam-Whored.
Its been awhile since i last do that.
Haha.
No partners liao.
Can someone be my Cam-Whoring partner.
Baby,would you?.Pleaseeeee.
Nyeh.
And we talked,laughed,sang then everyone started playing kites.
Alamak,Buat aku panas jee.
Soo..Haha.I bought one.
Fugging 18Bucks.
But for Qis nye pasal.
who cares.
hahaha.
WE PLAYED KITE-FLYING LIKE LITTLE KIDS.
JUMPED HERE AND THERE.FASCINATED SO BADLY BY IT,
AND ITS ACTUALLY MY VERY FIRST TIME KITE-FLYING.
SHUT UP.
theres always a first time for everything what.
CAN I PLEASE DO IT AGAIN?.
PLEASE.
haha.
thanks for today QISTHINA QURAIZHA.
I enjoyed it really much.
And our years of friendship.
You being there for me despite me whining too much.
And crying too much.
Thank you,
And these is the least i can do.
I found my happiness.And i hope it lasts so long.and i mean til i have saggy skins.haha.
And i hope you will find that someone someday soon.Real soon.
I love you bitch.
Youre my number one Bitch.
AWWWW....
LASTLY,happy birthday Qisthina Quraizha.
Labels: BabyG
This sucks.I swear.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Why dont i just fuck my own life now.Cos it sucks badly.
I cant own a Laptop.
Nor an iTouch.
And i have to do what i gotta do.
Ill just Shut the Fuck up now.
On Cloud Nine.Very much.
Monday, June 7, 2010
And you cant imagine how it felt like being so elated when i get to meet him atlast.
I know 2 weeks might not be a big deal but i do miss him that much.
I might not get to meet him that often in the future if,either he changes his job..or starts taking his Degree.Well,thats okay.Ill be patient.
It was my first day at work yest.Wooo..
I love being around small kids.
And yes,the place has kids from 5 to 9years olds.
Still so young and active.
And he offered to fetch me.
I was tired like hell.
So sweet of You Love.
And one of the kid there asked me to be his GirlFriend.
The moment i said i had one,he nearly cried.
Aiyoyo,so cute lah kau.
I might love the job.
I might even change interest in finding a work in the near future.
I might not be an event coordinator,i might just be a preschool teacher.
Weeee...
I love it.
And i love you Darl.
thank you for fetching me eventhough you're tired.
And you're my annoyingly cute Monster.
I gotta get back to work.
Hmmpft.
Faggs.
*Oh god..the menses is killing me.*
Labels: Wonderwoman kau...
15 minutes of pain felt like forever.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
My heartburn suddenly came back after so many months.
Out of the blue,while i was doing house chores.
Its scary.
I suddenly had fainting spells and everything was dark.
i kept my chill.
I closed my eyes hoping things will be alright after that.
It did.
i regain back my vision.
SCARYYY LAH SIAA.
Anywaysssss,
Went out today with Qis.Yang mcm minah tu tapi ade buah.
HAHAHA.
I had so so so much fun despite that my knee was complaining,
and guys i knew and some i dont,flirts around.
The last encounter was mcm SIAK.
(insert minahs voice)
Lu buat wa hot lah bruda,fikir klaka kape?.
Ah he tried to flirt by askin a cigg,looking at me in a menacing way and sit next to me while qis was in the ladies.
AKU TAKNAK LAYAN KAU LAH LAHABAO.
That phrase kept recurring in my head.
Mcm nak campak tu shaker fries je kat die.
He even called me sayang.
SAYANG?SAYANG?
Ah meh sini jilat kaki aku.
Nyeh.
Whats with guys and girls nowadays hah?
Knowing that the person is attached but u still have that okay go mindset.
U sucks okay.
Argh my tummy hurts.
Ate too much just now.
AND I GOT TO EAT MY LAKSA JUST NOW.HAHAHA.
HAPPYYYYYYYYY!.
HEH.nyeh.
Rafi <3
Boo u wasted 800bucks on ur bike.
Booooooooooo!..
haha.
Can get u another Iphone.
Hahaha.
And please eat okay,
i dont want ur gastric to come again.
Oh dear,i miss you soo much lahh..
I actually forgotten why i called you justin bieber.. =.=
And...
K bye.
Te amor.
You...
You...
You...
Kental.
I?..
tetap sayang.
nyeh.
so mushy.
Xoxoxo.
I miss alot of things.
I miss the times you said i love you out of the blue.
I miss the times you annoyed me with your indirect jokes about me.
I miss being in your arms.
I miss T.i..okay nie takde link.
And the fact is that i miss you so much.
I wanna meet you pretty soon.Please..=(
And I Love You more than you think i could,i would and im capable of.
*SAYA RINDU RAFIUDDIN AFFENDI!.*
Labels: And i love you unlike other.
The start of my angst.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Yes.And yes.
I am full of angst.
I get annoyed easily if you guys suddenly annoy me out of the blue.
But ill try to cover up.
And congratulations Nadiah F.A..
For being so stupidly emotional yesterday.
I cried myself to sleep.
How dumb is that?.
And yada3,of course i told you things were okay.
But i did let it out after that.
I wasnt sure if its proper.
Maybe?.
Baby i just cant do it.
And sometimes it make me wanna cry.
And..
AKU SKIPPED MY FED-EX WORKSHOP TODAY.
9 to 5Pm.
Org giler mane nak pergi?.
Confirm kalau dtg balek sch,kene radio.
Abes lahhh..
Start at 10-ish.
I walk off at 12.
HAHAHAHA.
Da lah dtg lmbt.
And my whole class was MIA.
Except one.
=)
Some paitao.
Some lazy.
Some saket,Saket kuat tu.
Some ade prac.
Some....malas.
Eh isnt it the same nadt?
Haha.
The talk was about Fed Ex. =..=
Okay i know im supposed to pay attention.
But..CMON LAH,9 HOURS OF LECTURE IN AUDITORIUM?.
Meh sini jilat kaki aku dulu.
Rafi <3 kene injection tadi..
Aiyerrrrrrr...
Needles.
Boo you whore!.
Kental sey you..
Nyeh.Mcm paham je nadt.
Nadt:
Shes indecisive.
Shes blur cock.
Shes hot tempered.
She bleh-tahan-kurang-bijak.
Shes irritating.
She love being a bitch with her Bestfriends.
Hahahaha.
And yes,they still stick with me after that.
Im to cute to be ignored.
=P
I wish our hearts can come together as one always.
Someone ask me out to club yesterday.And today.
HAHAHAHAHA.
(Insert line minah2)
LU BIKEN LAWAK LAH BRUDER.
if you notice,
I dont.Never.Not once.
Unless if youre talking about going there and performing,
then tu laen citer bengap.
I dont club.
I dont drink.
I just smoke.
Im not being the stereotype-kind-of-person.
But yeah,
hot place+crowd+Drunk morons+Bitches=Not me.=)
And yes,
I may look like a minah,(Nie confirm shitnye kan.)but i leave you to figure the rest out about me.Peace.
Bla.Bla.Bla.
Hmmmm.
Rafi <3,
how are you lahhhhh?.
I miss you lah meaniemonster.
=(..The last time we meet was...22 may?.
11 days!.arghhhhhhhhhhhh.
I macam nak gigit kpale u tau.
Haha.
I just miss you so much.Period.
I could be chasing.But my time would be wasted.So...Lets leave it to what life brings me to.
*And for the umpteenth time,I still LOVE you.*
Labels: Weird aura.
Listen to your heart.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
(Sexy can i?)
Seriously?.Why listen to your heart when your heart is the one causing you the pain and hurtings?.
Sometimes i do want my mind to do the talking.
because my feelings wont get hurt.
But afterall,
im no superhuman.
Even superman gets hurt by love.
Never a right time to say anything or do anything right?.
(sigh)
(SIGH)
Maybe im scared.
Theres too many things im scared off right now about this relationship.
That is,
If it turns out like my previous relationships.
Not being able to love him the way he wants me to.
Or maybe the simplest things like fulfill-ing the relationship needs.
Or maybe just being his ideal girlfriend.
Hmmmm..
See,maybe im afraid of not being up to his standards until i even forget to even satisfy the basic needs of the relationship.
Someone please,
come to my aid.
I love my Rafi.
I love Us.
I love myself.=)
I dont want to know that i have to let go of it in the future.
I want us to settle down together.
Hmmmm cute kan aku nie?.
Fikir senang pe.
But im ready to commit.(Insert innocent sweet face)
My heart races everytime i think about you.
I keep thinking if we will still exist tomorrow.
And my mind wanders off whenever u arent here.
I smile everytime when ur name is mentioned.
My heart froze when i think back of all the sweet things you have done.
And im going to shut up now.
because this is just a blog.
Not a councillor.
HAHA.
Rafi Dearest,
Booo,u so mean.
I eat alot because i hungry okay.
not because im a monster.
And yes,
I LOVE...MY CHICKEN DRUMLETS.
hahahahaha.
Te amor.
*Argh shucks its aching again.*
Labels: What if the day never comes
Guy Slaps Girl (Singapore)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.Okay im so sorry.but this is way too funny.Peace Yall.Dont mean to involve anyone.=)
HAHAHAHAHA.
OKAY AKU DIAM.