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Finally,after 3months plus, I gathered back my courage to view back this blog.
Friday, October 29, 2010
And thought,updating it,wouldn't be a harm,true?.I didn't have much courage bcos everything inside here was about you. So into you. And very much in love with you. The one and only Rafi. Whom made a very much big impact in my 19years of life.
And the fact that,
I still do love you,and thought of you every now and then.
Every single day. The love is taking a toll on me. But such a waste,it's left broken and tattered,
So many times I felt ur presence. So many times. But when I look around,all I see is the bits and pieces of life fragments lying around waiting to be unfold.
I couldn't share it with anyone anymore. They wouldn't understand and I'll only get tongue lashing for not moving on.
But,oh God. I really do miss you.
There was never once that I stopped wishing,for you to come back around. Only God knows how truly elated and thankful I'll feel.
But if ever u don't come back around, I wished u the best for your future endeavours and pls take gd care of yourself. Ride safely always.
From the first time meeting-u bringing me to The Flyers for Popeyes and small chats and all. And to the last,at Tan tock seng,for my Scope and hospitals procedures. Friday.13th Aug.
Thank u so much for the endless love you've showered me with during these days I was with you.
The whole world stops, just to see u smile and laughed,just like when we were watching Despicable Me at Amk Hub.
I love you always. You'll always be my someone special.