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Listen to your heart.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
(Sexy can i?)
Seriously?.Why listen to your heart when your heart is the one causing you the pain and hurtings?.
Sometimes i do want my mind to do the talking.
because my feelings wont get hurt.
But afterall,
im no superhuman.
Even superman gets hurt by love.
Never a right time to say anything or do anything right?.
(sigh)
(SIGH)
Maybe im scared.
Theres too many things im scared off right now about this relationship.
That is,
If it turns out like my previous relationships.
Not being able to love him the way he wants me to.
Or maybe the simplest things like fulfill-ing the relationship needs.
Or maybe just being his ideal girlfriend.
Hmmmm..
See,maybe im afraid of not being up to his standards until i even forget to even satisfy the basic needs of the relationship.
Someone please,
come to my aid.
I love my Rafi.
I love Us.
I love myself.=)
I dont want to know that i have to let go of it in the future.
I want us to settle down together.
Hmmmm cute kan aku nie?.
Fikir senang pe.
But im ready to commit.(Insert innocent sweet face)
My heart races everytime i think about you.
I keep thinking if we will still exist tomorrow.
And my mind wanders off whenever u arent here.
I smile everytime when ur name is mentioned.
My heart froze when i think back of all the sweet things you have done.
And im going to shut up now.
because this is just a blog.
Not a councillor.
HAHA.
Rafi Dearest,
Booo,u so mean.
I eat alot because i hungry okay.
not because im a monster.
And yes,
I LOVE...MY CHICKEN DRUMLETS.
hahahahaha.
Te amor.
*Argh shucks its aching again.*
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